Dec 29, 2022Thoughts of suicideHow many thoughts are normal? How many are too many? At what point do you say “okay, I need help.” I remember as early as 12 having thoughts of not being around anymore. I thought things would be easier if I wasn’t here. At 12 typically you’re too young to…Mindfulness2 min readMindfulness2 min read
Dec 14, 2022Divorced at 30It’s like all of a sudden I can’t describe myself in any other words. I get up, look in the mirror and see the words divorced. What the hell is that about? We were together for 8 years. Married for roughly a year and a half. Divorce was final this…Philosophy2 min readPhilosophy2 min read
Oct 28, 2022There has never been room in my life for me to take the time to feel my feelings.For the first time at 30 years old I’m feeling my feelings…….and fuck this shit. You think it’s hardcore taking a tequila shot to the face? try dealing with with your emotions sober. I mean try going through a divorce when your ex literally is going back on his word…Mindfulness3 min readMindfulness3 min read
Sep 25, 2022SwitzerlandDay 1 I can’t help but to feel slightly lonely. I’m surrounded by people who are all with other people, speaking their language to each other laughing and smiling. Some hugging and you can tell they are in love by the way they look at each other. So I’m reminded…Travel3 min readTravel3 min read
Published inAlternative Perspectives·Mar 24, 2022You’re pretty, you should have babiesWhy I don’t want to have kids, so get off my back Drafted in 2020 but still 100% relevant. People always say to me when are you going to have kids? You’re pretty and you just got married, it’s time for kids. When I respond with well kids might not be in the plan, I’ve never really…Life3 min readLife3 min read
Published inAlternative Perspectives·Mar 24, 2022ChaosI’ve spent the majority of my life fighting. Fighting with my significant other, fighting with my family. Running away from the toxic traits that I could so clearly see from a young age. Trying to get away from the unstable feelings and emotions. I wanted to be as far away…Chaoss3 min readChaoss3 min read
Mar 24, 2022Loneliness killsLoneliness is as powerful as smoking or drinking alcohol - Robert Waldinger I just read an article about a study that has been going on for 80 years now at Harvard. The secret to long-term happiness. I have always known deep down that happiness and I mean true happiness is…Life3 min readLife3 min read
Published inAlternative Perspectives·Feb 22, 2022Why do you write?It seems that a lot of people on this platform are writing to make money. A lot of us are writing on this platform for the experience and feedback. At the end of the day I think everyone is writing to feel that sense of acceptance. I know that’s the…Life3 min readLife3 min read
Published inAlternative Perspectives·Feb 18, 2022The fire insideThat can’t stop thinking about it, can’t stop talking about it feeling I almost forgot what it felt like to feel that fire deep inside. You know the feeling that lights you up? When you are talking with a friend about something that makes your adrenaline rush. I have a few things that give me this feeling but the number one thing…Travel Writing3 min readTravel Writing3 min read
Jan 12, 2022Boring ass jobI’m an executive assistant. I have had this job for going on 3 years now, It’s so boring to me now! I’m not feeling challenged any longer and frankly, I feel like just another employee. Thanks to the pandemic my relationship with my boss changed in a way that was…Boring4 min readBoring4 min read
